Maple Ghosts...
Have you ever cried so hard you made yourself physically sick? I am not talking heartsick, I am talking so heartsick it extends into your gut and you can’t even brush your teeth and keep your meds down anymore but it’s really ok because all you want to do is go to sleep anyway to escape the pain but you can’t. You can’t sleep, you can’t eat, you are a shell bereft of joy and you can’t even feel ambivalent about that anymore. All you want is numb….sweet escape to feel nothing for a little while or forever. It doesn’t really matter…just as long as it comes quickly…





